Tw0 Timer

March 26th, 2006 by baby-val

masarap mag two time dba guys?..yung
tipong dala-
dalawa sila… tatlo-tatlo.. minsan
sampusampu
pa nga e dba?!

pero minsan naiisip ba ntin kung ano epekto
nito
sa mga nasasaktan ntin??

masarap magtwo time…pag natapos ka sa
isa..lilipat ka naman sa isa..tpos sa iba nman
hanggang sa mag-sawa ka, tpos iiwanan mo
lng..kase may nkita kang mas gwapo o mas
mas
maganda sa knya…

minsan pag nag away kau ng number one mo
damay-
damay pati yung 2nd..3rd..and so
forth..kawawa
nmn sila noh?samantalang wala nmn silang
gngwa
sau kung di ang intindihin ka at mahalin
lang…

bakit nga kya masarap mag two time???

kse hindi ka marunong makuntento sa kung
anong
meron ang gf/on mo?

kase meron mas better sa present mo…?

kase selfish ka ayaw mong ilet-go yung
present
mo.
its for your own sake khit nasasaktan mo na
sia?

kase ano?
ano?

kase sarili mo lang ang iniisip mo…

e….pano kung gawin sau yun?
sa tingin mo makakaya mo?
sa tingin mo okey lang sau?
ano?…..ano?

dba masakit din?tsaka mo malalaman na
mahal mo
pala tlga cia pag may mahal na syang
iba..pag
hindi na ikaw ang mahal nya…tsk..tsk..tsk..

guys…masarap magmahal at mahalin..sana
lang ..

MARUNONG TAYONG MAKUNTENTO SA
IBINIGAY SATIN…
TAYO-TAYO NA NGA LANG ANG NAG
NAGKAKAINTINDIHAN..
TPOS TAYO-TAYO PA ANG
NAGTATALUHAN!!!!

HEY GUYS WAKE UP!!!!!

MAHALIN NYO MGA GF/BF NYO!!!!!!BE
LOYAL!!!

soweee sa mga natamaan ko po….=(
ginigicing ko lng kayo sa matagal nyong
pagkakatulog….bka ksi pag gising nyo wala
na
yung taong nagmamahal sa inyo ng totoo…
pkipost n lng s bulletin nyo para makarating
sa
mga dpat mkabasa nito…?:)

-qOuTeS-

January 1st, 2006 by baby-val

you might see me laughing, kidding, and not taking things seriously…but behind those laughters, is a heart that somewhat says…"nasaktan na ko…nagpapakatatag lang".

di mali ang magmahal ako ng sobra, di mali ang ibigay ko ang lahat…di mali ang magmahal ako ng tapat…minsan nga lang…ang taong minamahal ko…ang MALI…

minsan mali tayo sa napili nating mahalin…nasaktan sa maling pagmamahal..umiyak sa maling dahilan…pero minsan kailangang magkamali, para makita natin yung tang tao para sa ‘tin…

bakit minsan nagagalit tayo sa taong mahal natin? kahit wala syang ginagawang masama…naghihinala ka na niloloko ka nya…naghihinala ka ba dahil wala kang tiwala? o naghihinala ka dhel….ayaw mong iwan ka nya?

kung talagang para sayo ang isang tao, mawala man sya syo ng mahabang panahon, magkikita pa rin kayo kapag….tama na ang mali at pwede na ang dapat….

akala ko akin na sya kse sbi nya SPECIAL ako sa kanya….kaya kala ko okay na…pero nang sinabi nyang iba ang mahal nya, narealize ko lang… iba pala talaga ang SPEACIAL sa MAHAL…

alam mo hirap magmahal kse minsan iisipin mo ikaw na nga nagmahal, ikaw pa masasaktan. ikaw na gumagawa ng paraan, ikaw pa din mahihirapan. pero yung pinakamasakit, kung kailan kailangan mo sya, saka ka nya iiwan.

minsan pag bigay ka ng bigay di mo alam nasasaktan ka na pla, kala mo masaya ka pero sa totoo nakakalungkot kse di mo na nga iniisip ang sarili mo, kadalasan nababalewala pa mga sinakripisyo mo..

mahirap para sa kin ang sumuko, kse sabi ko lalaban ako… pero wala akong magagawa…dahil mismong taong pinaglalaban ko, ang nagsasabing, " talo ka na! lalaban ka pa ba?".

masarap pag nasa isang relasyon ka kse alam mong may nagaalaga syo at nagmamahal pro, mas masarap ata yung feeling na di kayo pero parang kayo kesa sa kayo nga pro parang hindi..palagay mo…

nasabi ko na ba syo na mahal kita? nabigla ka no? totoo yun, di mo alam? di mo kse inaalam! na lahat ng kaibigan ko, mahal ko… gaya mo….

"TANGA", tawag sa taong nagmamahal ng sobra, pano inayawan na, nagpipilit pa…ininiwasan na, lumalapit pa…sobrang tanga di ba? pero kung iisipin, sino ba mas tanga? yung nagmamahal o yung umiiwas sa pagmamahal?

may mga taong para sa isa’t isa at pinagtagpo ng tadhana….may mga bigo at may nagmamahal kahit may mahal nang iba….sa lahat, isa lang masasabi ko….di lahat ng nagmamahalan, kailangan may relasyon!

YaH SHouDN’t

December 6th, 2005 by baby-val

you shouldnt say hello if youll end it with goodbye
you shouldnt hurt me if you really love me
you shouldnt make me smile if you would let tears fall in a while
you shouldnt be good to me if youll break the moods afterwards
you shouldnt cheer me up today if you will later make me blue
you shouldnt tell me funny jokes coz i cant afford to smile anymore
you shouldnt care that much if it wont really last
you shouldnt give me much attention if youll just took mine for granted
you shouldnt open your heart so i was not able to get inside
you shouldnt let me stay just for you to be okay
you shouldnt come into my life and be part of it coz you might lose one piece and made it incomplete
you shouldnt let me be closer to you if youll just leave me here all alone again
you shouldnt tell me about about your feelings so i wont find myself falling
you shouldnt let me have those feelings if you know you wont be staying
you shouldnt let me fall in love if later on youll decide to go
you shouldnt tell me all those lies, if you meant to make me cry
you shouldnt love me if later on youre going to leave me
you shouldnt….
you shouldnt….
for if you truly love me,
youll be staying beside me until eternity…..

i KnOe…BuT

December 6th, 2005 by baby-val

i know that i like you

but i’m afraid of hurting you

i know that i need you

but i’m pretending i can stand alone

i know that i want to have you

but people around us won’t let me

i know that i’m falling for you

but i’m scared of losing you

i know that there’s somebody else

but i can do nothing

i know we had all the chances

but fate took a different role

i know that i love you

but i deny the truth of it

i know that i want to stay

but i have to go away

i know that i can go back

but i’ll leave it all in the past

i know this decision hurts me

but i want you to be happy

….aLL i NeeD iS LoVe….

December 6th, 2005 by baby-val

…for mah baby

                          Hi.. i dunno wer do i start..i decided to write u a letter kc everytym n
i eexpress k sau wat i feel.. ngagalit ka.. cnsabi mo binabadtrip kita, na
nangungulit ako.. Y dont u listen to me first bago ko magalit? bago ka mag
react?  if u only knew how much it hurts me everytym n iniiwan m ko.
u dont even care kahit mag iiyak ako.. but wat can i do.. cno b nmn ako
i’ve never been special 2 you.. 
         u know wat.. i only want d best for you.. i want you 2 be happy
but i guess d ako ung taong mkakapag pasya sau.. i can feel dat ur not
happy wid me nemore.. d ko mtanggap un kc I LOVE TOO MUCH.. too much
baby to d point dat i cant seem to find any other way how to express
this special feelings dat i have foe you.. if u can only feel and hear me.
do mo cguro ako sasaktan ng gnito.. i knoe how much u suffer pra lng
mpasaya mo kmi preho. pero d m alam nsasaktan mo n kmi. BUT BCOZ OF LOVE.
naiintindihan kita. di mo lng cguro nakikita.. mah bad…
         i want u to feel how special u r to me. but i dunno how to.
ur d greatest gift i’ve ever received in mah whole life.. u made my life
more meaningful.. speacially me.. u’ve made me stronger. and thanks to you.
without u im nothing..
          i wanna be with you for d rest of mah life.. im only living mah
life coz of u.. and living without u is like im in hell..dats why im thankful
coz ur mine.. khit may khati ako and i wanna thank you for d love and d joy
you bring..khit lgi mo kong nsasaktan..well dats part of a realtionships..
dats why i understand u.. but please try to understand me too.. yan lng
wish ko..
             I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAH BABY.. SORRY FOR EVERYTHING..
IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U.. NO MATTER WAT IT TAKES.. DI KITA IIWAN.. DI KITA
PAGPAPALIT.. AND DATS A PROMISE..I KNOE DAT PROMISES ARE MADE TO BE BROKEN
BUT TRUST ME TO WAT I’VE SAID.. TAKE CARE..I LOVE YOU..

•°o.O ÇømþLêtë O.o°•

August 10th, 2005 by baby-val

Many of us are wishing, praying, hoping and dreaming

of having someone by our side. Naghihintay na may

ihulog ang langit para sa atin. We would even try

reading books about love and how to win it.

Tapos kapag may nakita, we would do anything just to

make the person feel that he/she is loved. We

sometimes sacrifice our own happiness just to be with

the person we love. In the process, we all get hurt.

Tapos we would give-up thinking na love was never for

us.

The misconception of humans about love and

relationship is that having someone with us will make

us complete. But the fact is "Love is extending one’s

self to another." It means that before we enter a

relationship, we should already be COMPLETE.

Otherwise, if we think that having someone will make

us complete, it’s not a relationship. It’s dependence

and it may not work out. When you are happy about

yourself and you learn to love yourself, you may

probably need not a partner (to a certain extent).

Right now, I’m trying to love myself more and to

accept completeness. What happens next will be another

story. But for some who may be losing hope, this

affirmation may help.

COMPLETE

Just because no one has been fortunate enough

to realize what a gold mine you are,

doesn’t mean you shine any less.

Just because no one has been smart enough

to figure out that you can’t be topped,

doesn’t stop you from being the best.

Just because no one has come along

to share your life,

doesn’t mean that day isn’t coming.

Just because no one has made

this race worthwhile,

doesn’t give you permission to stop running.

Just because no one has realized

how much of a man/woman you are,

doesn’t mean they can effect your

masculinity/femininity.

Just because no one has come

to take the loneliness away,

doesn’t mean you have to settle for a lower

quality.

Just because no one has shown up

who can love you on your level,

doesn’t mean you have to sink to theirs.

Just because you deserve

the very best there is,

doesn’t mean that life is always fair.

Just because God

is still preparing your king/queen,

doesn’t mean that you’re not already a

queen/king.

Just because your situation

doesn’t seem to be progressing right now,

doesn’t mean you need to change a thing.

Keep shining,

Keep running,

Keep hoping,

Keep praying,

Keep being exactly what you are already,

COMPLETE.

™Hð®Ðêst thíñgs íñ LøvË™

May 19th, 2005 by baby-val

a. Being questioned when you yourself don’t understand
b. Pretending to be innocent of what you know about
c. Trying to show you care
d. Trying to forget something you know you NEVER will
e. Admitting you were wrong after you have been so insistent that you were right
f. Accepting the fact that you made a MISTAKE
g. Debating with yourself
h. Knowing what’s wrong and what’s right
i. Growing up
j. ACCEPTING the fact that some things are NOT meant TO BE
k. Trying to understand when you just can’t
l. Swallowing your pride when it has become TOO HARD and TOO BIG to even gulp it down with water
m. Being the LAST TO KNOW about something ! that CONCERNS you most of all
n. Realizing that you have been TRICKED after you have given your WHOLE TRUST
o. Realizing that you have taken the most IMPORTANT thing/person for GRANTED!
p. Being TAKEN for granted
q. PARTING with someone you’ve just LEARNED to LOVE
r. Letting GO of someone you’ve LOVED ALL YOUR LIFE
s. Losing someone you care deeply about
t. Saying sorry when you mean it
u. Saying how you REALLY FEEL and Explaining WHERE YOU STAND
v. Knowing what is best and yet doing the exact opposite.
w. Bracing yourself for the worst kind of pain… & still hurting so much.
x. Loving someone too much and learning to love the pain that goes with it…
that even if you learned to let go of the person…
you still go on missing the pain you once felt (and there it goes again… you fall again)
y. Denying to yourself that you’re falling…
then finally you realize that indeed you have fallen when it’s too **** late and you cant get out
z. Being with someone else when the right one comes along
aa. Knowing deep inside that you love someone yet you can’t say it out loud…

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May 19th, 2005 by baby-val

Lovers fight. And so do friends.
But lovers kiss and make-up.
Friends make-up only.
But when lovers didn’t make-up, usually they just cool it off and find hard to be the same again.
When friends didn’t make-up, it’s the most different feeling in the world so they make-up eventually.

Lovers get jealous. And so do friends.
But lovers get jealous because they demand commitment.
Friends get jealous because they demand attention.
But when lovers get jealous, they really look serious.
When friends get jealous, they look funny.

Lovers give each other gifts, and so do friends.
But when lovers do this, it’s but natural.
When friends give each other gifts, it’s sooooo sweet.

Lovers make each other happy. And so do friends.
They hang out, call one another, talk, yell, encourage when the other is down, sing, dance, eat
together. They share secrets, dreams, take care of each other.
But lovers expect these from one another.
Friends expect these from others too but got from each other instead.

Lovers can be complicated. And so do friends.
But lovers usually try hard to adjust with one another.
Friends just stay as what they are and don’t give a damn whether they are nuts, or freaks, or
stupids. ‘Cause friends are not turned-off; they only laugh.

Lovers freak-out when you forgot birthdays. And so do friends.
But lovers wouldn’t forgive until they forget.
Friends wouldn’t forgive until an hour after they receive a li’l bar of chocolate with a cheap card.

Lovers really love each other. And so do friends.
But lovers either get married or break up.
Friends either stay friends or nothing at all.

.·´¯`·-»ðLL åßøüt Løv€«-·´¯`·.

May 19th, 2005 by baby-val

Somebody once told me that finding the right person is very hard and very wrong. It is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there. You’ll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you. And don’t rush things ‘coz somewhere, somehow God is preparing somebody for you.

You can never be perfect, the person you love can never be perfect. But both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the two of you. But, no relationship is complete without God — that is why we have marriage. It’s a bond not only between you and your loved one but also with God.

Our relationships fail not because (s)he’s not the right person - it’s because we expected too much and we decided on our own. Let God do the work. You may call it "waiting time" but while you are waiting… pray. Let God guide you always. He knows better…. No, He knows best.

Love is not what you think it is. Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love.

Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying one self for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined.

When we think we’re in love, the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase: "You are the most wonderful gift from GOD I have ever received!" But after a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say: "You are the biggest mistake I’ve ever made in my entire life!" Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?

Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises like "Forever", "Till Death do us apart", etc. would end up "Never", "We should part ways…", "I’m no longer happy with you", "My love for you is DEAD!" Many times after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to zero degree,we thought: "He/She ain’t the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come." But the big question anyone could not answer is "Is he/she the right one?" and "When is the right time?" That makes us stick to whom we are with.

Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer. Don’t be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship. There is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there’s a compatible partnership that goes along with it.

If you already knew that you’re too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don’t give it a try. You’ll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don’t go deeper into it. You’ll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life. It’s really hard to say goodbye though, but you can’t make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself. More fluently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.

We call it love when we can’t leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, its just pity.

We call it love when we’re too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we’re too much dependent to them.

We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave, no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn’t something you can buy nor beg. It is real and existing. You can’t touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can’t find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don’t forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy

___WHAT HURTS___

May 19th, 2005 by baby-val
  • letting go of a person you’ve just learned to love

  • reminiscing the good times you shared together

  • shielding your heart to love somebody

  • trying to hide what you really feel

  • trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes

  • loving a person too much

  • giving up someone you never thought of giving up

  • having the right love at the wrong time

  • taking the risk to fall in love again

  • hiding your relationship from someone else

  • controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend

  • thinking of him every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he never even thinks a single thought of you

  • letting go, because every time you see the person, you only fall deeper

  • holding back only to find out when it’s too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn’t let the feelings out

  • falling in love with someone you didn’t mean to fall in love with

  • finding the perfect guy…with only one problem…he doesn’t love you the way you want him to

  • helping the one you love court your friend

  • seeing the one you love crying for someone else

  • the waiting also hurts like hell

  • having to hear…"I’ve met someone."

  • agreeing to his wish to "just be friends"

  • asking his freedom back because "he’d be happier with her"

  • asking you to "forget that everything happened" and be "normal" friends again

  • hearing that you’re treated as a little sis

  • sharing his future plans for the girl with you

  • you stopped being friends because his gf asked him to

  • being denied in front of people

  • telling you lies where he’d been when actually, he was with a new friend or an old flame

  • he told you he’d be leaving you to return to his ex (the one he left for you)

  • breaking someone’s heart

  • fighting for that one thing that would make you happy that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his commitment unless he fix himself…then, you are left hanging fot the moment..then he says, time will tell…ang labo lang nya…but you still decided to hope in him and trust him

  • pretending you’re okay when inside you’re dying

  • pretending to be strong..and recognizing your weakness

  • lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have

  • being with someone you can’t actually love

  • pretending you don’t love a person whom you actually love

  • being in love

  • letting go even if you really don’t want to…having no right to say you’re hurting because it was your decision

  • seeing the person you love hurt because of you,..and not being to help that person.

  • having the courage to say ‘i love you’ to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he doesn’t treat you with the same closeness as before

  • having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable

  • admitting that you love someone despite his imperfections

  • finding out that the more you try to hate him, the more you end up loving him, perhaps even more than before

  • realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break up

  • the thought that this guy, used to really love you and you loved him as well kaso you didn’t give enough…he gave up on you na

  • sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else

  • making a promise and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered…the commitment is no longer there

  • the hardest thing about love—believing it exists

  • after you’ve been hurt….learning to forgive….learning to trust and love again

  • but the hardest thing really is learning to love yourself. we always forget to do this.

  • seeing your partner battle with death!