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you shouldnt say hello if youll end it with goodbye
you shouldnt hurt me if you really love me
you shouldnt make me smile if you would let tears fall in a while
you shouldnt be good to me if youll break the moods afterwards
you shouldnt cheer me up today if you will later make me blue
you shouldnt tell me funny jokes coz i cant afford to smile anymore
you shouldnt care that much if it wont really last
you shouldnt give me much attention if youll just took mine for granted
you shouldnt open your heart so i was not able to get inside
you shouldnt let me stay just for you to be okay
you shouldnt come into my life and be part of it coz you might lose one piece and made it incomplete
you shouldnt let me be closer to you if youll just leave me here all alone again
you shouldnt tell me about about your feelings so i wont find myself falling
you shouldnt let me have those feelings if you know you wont be staying
you shouldnt let me fall in love if later on youll decide to go
you shouldnt tell me all those lies, if you meant to make me cry
you shouldnt love me if later on youre going to leave me
you shouldnt….
you shouldnt….
for if you truly love me,
youll be staying beside me until eternity…..

i know that i like you

but i’m afraid of hurting you

i know that i need you

but i’m pretending i can stand alone

i know that i want to have you

but people around us won’t let me

i know that i’m falling for you

but i’m scared of losing you

i know that there’s somebody else

but i can do nothing

i know we had all the chances

but fate took a different role

i know that i love you

but i deny the truth of it

i know that i want to stay

but i have to go away

i know that i can go back

but i’ll leave it all in the past

i know this decision hurts me

but i want you to be happy

…for mah baby

                          Hi.. i dunno wer do i start..i decided to write u a letter kc everytym n
i eexpress k sau wat i feel.. ngagalit ka.. cnsabi mo binabadtrip kita, na
nangungulit ako.. Y dont u listen to me first bago ko magalit? bago ka mag
react?  if u only knew how much it hurts me everytym n iniiwan m ko.
u dont even care kahit mag iiyak ako.. but wat can i do.. cno b nmn ako
i’ve never been special 2 you.. 
         u know wat.. i only want d best for you.. i want you 2 be happy
but i guess d ako ung taong mkakapag pasya sau.. i can feel dat ur not
happy wid me nemore.. d ko mtanggap un kc I LOVE TOO MUCH.. too much
baby to d point dat i cant seem to find any other way how to express
this special feelings dat i have foe you.. if u can only feel and hear me.
do mo cguro ako sasaktan ng gnito.. i knoe how much u suffer pra lng
mpasaya mo kmi preho. pero d m alam nsasaktan mo n kmi. BUT BCOZ OF LOVE.
naiintindihan kita. di mo lng cguro nakikita.. mah bad…
         i want u to feel how special u r to me. but i dunno how to.
ur d greatest gift i’ve ever received in mah whole life.. u made my life
more meaningful.. speacially me.. u’ve made me stronger. and thanks to you.
without u im nothing..
          i wanna be with you for d rest of mah life.. im only living mah
life coz of u.. and living without u is like im in hell..dats why im thankful
coz ur mine.. khit may khati ako and i wanna thank you for d love and d joy
you bring..khit lgi mo kong nsasaktan..well dats part of a realtionships..
dats why i understand u.. but please try to understand me too.. yan lng
wish ko..
             I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAH BABY.. SORRY FOR EVERYTHING..
IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U.. NO MATTER WAT IT TAKES.. DI KITA IIWAN.. DI KITA
PAGPAPALIT.. AND DATS A PROMISE..I KNOE DAT PROMISES ARE MADE TO BE BROKEN
BUT TRUST ME TO WAT I’VE SAID.. TAKE CARE..I LOVE YOU..